Lately I have been feeling this crushing weight. This unbearable sadness that I can't explain or umderstand. This time of my life should be so exciting and fun and I feel completely not a part of it. I'm putting this front. This wall of "everything is okay" so as to keep everyone at a distance. Truth is I want to dissappear. To just vanish and be on my own. I am tired of trying and working for nothing when no one else is helping. How did I get here? Why do I feel alone even when I am surrounded? Can it be that I really am? Todays lesson is that no one is more profoundly sad than one who laughs too much.
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