I got a job in Mesquite at one of the Hotels as a Front Desk Clerk!!!! YAY!!!!!
Also I am planning on opening a bakery and guess who is going to be working it with me...TONYA!!! YAY!!!!
I am also working on a book with Courtnae ( a lovely MG) which will be a MG Survival guy. And on top of that I am writing my two other books. Tis going to be a busy writing process. YAY!!!
I just feel so much better having a job. I start next thursday so I still have awhile before basically, but I am just so happy to have a job! It is sad though because my day is so sad because I don't know what to do with myself...which is why I have decided to get into the above mentioned projects. I am feeling good about those decisions and I am excited because the job is varied hours and like a substitute fill in person so I could end up working 0 to 40 hours a week depending on if I am needed or not.
I wish I knew what the future heldfor me, but I know that Heavenly Father will guide me in the direction he wants me to go. I have been reading my scriptures more and I have been writing in my journal more and I have just been working on myself. I like it and I like who I am becoming. I feel strange and more grown up, but I just am pumped for what life has in store for me.
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Monday, February 22, 2010
Boredom
Lately I have been so bored out of my head that I am literally losing braincells I think.
I have a job interview tomorrow at 11:30 am for a Hotel/Front Desk position in Mesquite.
*fingers crossed*
I have discovered that Ghost Whisperer is a fantastic tv show.
So I am going to go watch it now because I am too bored to even know what to write.
I have a job interview tomorrow at 11:30 am for a Hotel/Front Desk position in Mesquite.
*fingers crossed*
I have discovered that Ghost Whisperer is a fantastic tv show.
So I am going to go watch it now because I am too bored to even know what to write.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Growing
I find that lately I am changing and growing and becoming someone that I am happy with and comfortable with. Of course the medication helps wonderfully, but I know that the decisions I am making are my own and that they are right.
For instance me looking up being a Dental Assistant. I am happy about it and I really want to go into it. It is something that speaks to me. Also I find I am opening up to people and letting people in.
One person in general, but not going to spill much on it right now since things are still...introductory. But let me say that it is really easy and this person is a wonderful person.
I heard from Elder Bischoff and Elder Hauver this week. Both are doing really well and they are both such sweet guys. I miss them, but I know that they are doing the right thing and serving the Lord. Elder Hauver comes home soon so that will be fun! Elder Bischoff keeps baptizing people from a different country, proving that you don't have to go foreign to do foreign missionary work!
I WAS ALMOST KILLED BY A LIZARD! Yeah true story...I heard this weird noise from downstairs so I went to check it out and there was one of our cats sitting there by two lizards. One was obviously dead and the other I couln't tell so naturally I did what had to be done...i got down to eye level with it and started pokin...g the lizard.
...imagine my surprise when the thing decides it is alive and charges straight for my face!!!! I screamed like the little girl I am, jumped up from the ground and bolted up two flights of stairs to jump on my bed and all the while still screaming. I was genuinely afraid of this lizard that is about an inch long. O_O
Yeah with all this excitement in my life I have no idea how I even have time to relax! Tomorrow Charlie and I are going to Vegas and applying at this one place where we would basically be doing phone surveys. It pays 9 an hour but at least it isn't commission! I also want to apply at Color Me Mine...it is only 8.25/ hr but it would be way more fun than a phone job...egh...I don't like phones! I also am touring the school tomorrow and meeting with them to discuss my possible attendance there.
Things certainly are going in the right direction! Life is progressing and that makes me happy!
For instance me looking up being a Dental Assistant. I am happy about it and I really want to go into it. It is something that speaks to me. Also I find I am opening up to people and letting people in.
One person in general, but not going to spill much on it right now since things are still...introductory. But let me say that it is really easy and this person is a wonderful person.
I heard from Elder Bischoff and Elder Hauver this week. Both are doing really well and they are both such sweet guys. I miss them, but I know that they are doing the right thing and serving the Lord. Elder Hauver comes home soon so that will be fun! Elder Bischoff keeps baptizing people from a different country, proving that you don't have to go foreign to do foreign missionary work!
I WAS ALMOST KILLED BY A LIZARD! Yeah true story...I heard this weird noise from downstairs so I went to check it out and there was one of our cats sitting there by two lizards. One was obviously dead and the other I couln't tell so naturally I did what had to be done...i got down to eye level with it and started pokin...g the lizard.
...imagine my surprise when the thing decides it is alive and charges straight for my face!!!! I screamed like the little girl I am, jumped up from the ground and bolted up two flights of stairs to jump on my bed and all the while still screaming. I was genuinely afraid of this lizard that is about an inch long. O_O
Yeah with all this excitement in my life I have no idea how I even have time to relax! Tomorrow Charlie and I are going to Vegas and applying at this one place where we would basically be doing phone surveys. It pays 9 an hour but at least it isn't commission! I also want to apply at Color Me Mine...it is only 8.25/ hr but it would be way more fun than a phone job...egh...I don't like phones! I also am touring the school tomorrow and meeting with them to discuss my possible attendance there.
Things certainly are going in the right direction! Life is progressing and that makes me happy!
Friday, February 12, 2010
Dating...NOT
So it appears that I am one of the guys out here. My mom was talking to me about how the guys are totally fine hanging out with me and whatever, but dating me? No.
Charlie has taken me out on a date and he would ask me out if I would let him, but I really am not for that. It isn't anything against him, he really is a great guy and one of my closest friends, but I just can't date him. I really do think of him as a brother.
I broke down crying today because I am really upset with the guys out here. I mean I get it...I pretty much am one of those guys with how I act and think. I mean seriously I can hold my own with them and most of the girls out here can't. I honestly think I scare them or something. Maybe I should back off from hanging out with them or whatever, because obviously me hanging out with them a lot has put some kind of stamp on my forehead.
Some people would suggest that maybe I need to change myself or things about myself, now I am changing things I don't like about myself, but I am not doing a complete personality makeover just to impress some guys. If they want to get involved with me they need to get involved with who I really am. That's just kind of what has been on my mind today.
Well I am off now.
Charlie has taken me out on a date and he would ask me out if I would let him, but I really am not for that. It isn't anything against him, he really is a great guy and one of my closest friends, but I just can't date him. I really do think of him as a brother.
I broke down crying today because I am really upset with the guys out here. I mean I get it...I pretty much am one of those guys with how I act and think. I mean seriously I can hold my own with them and most of the girls out here can't. I honestly think I scare them or something. Maybe I should back off from hanging out with them or whatever, because obviously me hanging out with them a lot has put some kind of stamp on my forehead.
Some people would suggest that maybe I need to change myself or things about myself, now I am changing things I don't like about myself, but I am not doing a complete personality makeover just to impress some guys. If they want to get involved with me they need to get involved with who I really am. That's just kind of what has been on my mind today.
Well I am off now.
Monday, February 8, 2010
Cough Cough Go Away
So my tiny little cold has turned into this monster of a coughing problem :( No es bueno! Last time I got a cough it turned into Bronchitis and than turned into Walking Pneumonia...yeah don't need any of that going on!!!!
Jace's funeral was today and it was pretty bittersweet. Elder Quentin L. Cook of the Quorom of the Twelve Apostles came and spoke and to Kami and I it seemed like a high school reunion. People we hadn't seen in awhile came from all over to the funeral. Jenny came down with Colton and it was so crazy seeing her baby bump! I also saw Joy and Roy and decided I need to go visit Joy sometime soon, since I haven't talked to her in a really long time. Anyways it was so surreal being there and I was doing fine until I went to the viewing. Seeing him in that coffin dressed in white with his name badge in the coffin just....I had to work really hard not to cry. A ton of our class got together and bought a flower arrangement in the form of a blue X from the Skull and Bones Club that he and Travis Rust had started our Junior year. I remember going to meetings and being one of the original club members. It was such a good time. We heard so many good stories and wonderful things about him, but the most touching part was when his grandfather was reading letters from Jace from the mission. Hearing how much he had grown in a year and how spiritually strong he was, it really just drove the point home that he was ready to return to Heavenly Father. Jace was prepared to go home.
I am thinking about going into Dental Assisting. I have no problems with sticking my hands in people's mouths haha. There is a program like a ten week course that my mom is encouraging me to go into. Dentists are always hiring for assistants and it would be a good career and training to have for the future and everything. I am pretty excited though, I have a job interview on Wednesday in St. George. It is at 9pm O_O yeah I think I might end up staying at Kami's that night or just getting home late and sleeping in like crazy on thursday hahaha. Tomorrow Jarom and I are hanging out all day I think....that should prove interesting. He is a cool guy though so no worries!
Jace's funeral was today and it was pretty bittersweet. Elder Quentin L. Cook of the Quorom of the Twelve Apostles came and spoke and to Kami and I it seemed like a high school reunion. People we hadn't seen in awhile came from all over to the funeral. Jenny came down with Colton and it was so crazy seeing her baby bump! I also saw Joy and Roy and decided I need to go visit Joy sometime soon, since I haven't talked to her in a really long time. Anyways it was so surreal being there and I was doing fine until I went to the viewing. Seeing him in that coffin dressed in white with his name badge in the coffin just....I had to work really hard not to cry. A ton of our class got together and bought a flower arrangement in the form of a blue X from the Skull and Bones Club that he and Travis Rust had started our Junior year. I remember going to meetings and being one of the original club members. It was such a good time. We heard so many good stories and wonderful things about him, but the most touching part was when his grandfather was reading letters from Jace from the mission. Hearing how much he had grown in a year and how spiritually strong he was, it really just drove the point home that he was ready to return to Heavenly Father. Jace was prepared to go home.
I am thinking about going into Dental Assisting. I have no problems with sticking my hands in people's mouths haha. There is a program like a ten week course that my mom is encouraging me to go into. Dentists are always hiring for assistants and it would be a good career and training to have for the future and everything. I am pretty excited though, I have a job interview on Wednesday in St. George. It is at 9pm O_O yeah I think I might end up staying at Kami's that night or just getting home late and sleeping in like crazy on thursday hahaha. Tomorrow Jarom and I are hanging out all day I think....that should prove interesting. He is a cool guy though so no worries!
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Eat Your Heart Out
Guess what I lost?
TEN WHOLE POUNDS!!!!
Of course I still need to lose more but what now?! I already lost ten and my clothes already don't fit like they used to. My belt has to be pulled waaaay in now and my pants STILL slide down. Yeah pretty sure I am going to be needing a whole new wardrobe once I am done. Which means I will get to wear super cute yet ALMOST unmodest clothing!!!! Yeah I want to flaunt what I got, but in a totally clean way you know?
Also today I realized I could either be a foreign language teacher (because really they are always the funnest and I am fun) or I want to go into the CIA....yeah I know that is a stretch, but ask anyone who really knows me and they can tell you I am superb at lying and keeping secrets. Perfect CIA Agent material? I think so! I am being 100% serious about this too. I am actually going to work towards it and get into the CIA...if I don't than I am going to try for the FBI....and than go into teaching if neither of those work.
Big plans, but I am confident that I can do it.
ALSO I am conducting a super secretive, awesome, undercover research right now. Well not really undercover, but definitely going behind enemy lines here. Now I can't say what it is, but if the results prove fruitful I will DEFINITELY let everyone know.
Oh and another thing....My nose is like freaking niagra falls due to this cold. I hate it and everytime I think about it I think of that movie "She's the Man" where Amanda Byne's has those tampons in the boot and the guys are asking about it and she says it is for nose bleeds...I wonder if it works for runny noses?
TEN WHOLE POUNDS!!!!
Of course I still need to lose more but what now?! I already lost ten and my clothes already don't fit like they used to. My belt has to be pulled waaaay in now and my pants STILL slide down. Yeah pretty sure I am going to be needing a whole new wardrobe once I am done. Which means I will get to wear super cute yet ALMOST unmodest clothing!!!! Yeah I want to flaunt what I got, but in a totally clean way you know?
Also today I realized I could either be a foreign language teacher (because really they are always the funnest and I am fun) or I want to go into the CIA....yeah I know that is a stretch, but ask anyone who really knows me and they can tell you I am superb at lying and keeping secrets. Perfect CIA Agent material? I think so! I am being 100% serious about this too. I am actually going to work towards it and get into the CIA...if I don't than I am going to try for the FBI....and than go into teaching if neither of those work.
Big plans, but I am confident that I can do it.
ALSO I am conducting a super secretive, awesome, undercover research right now. Well not really undercover, but definitely going behind enemy lines here. Now I can't say what it is, but if the results prove fruitful I will DEFINITELY let everyone know.
Oh and another thing....My nose is like freaking niagra falls due to this cold. I hate it and everytime I think about it I think of that movie "She's the Man" where Amanda Byne's has those tampons in the boot and the guys are asking about it and she says it is for nose bleeds...I wonder if it works for runny noses?
Monday, February 1, 2010
We Will Miss You
The hardest thing to endure is the loss of a friend, especially when that friend is on his mission and you haven't seen him in a long time. Our whole valley is suffering from the loss, especially after all the deaths last year. Everyone is still in shock over it and we all just can't believe that he is gone. Jace Davis and his companion passed away while sleeping due to natural gas asphyxiation. They were serving in Romania.
It has been weird. I hate seeing everyone so upset and confused about it. I am so grateful though for the knowledge that we will all see his smiling face again and to hear him laugh and telling jokes. He was one of the nicest people I have ever met and I feel blessed to have been able to know him. Everyone loves him and every wishes he were still alive.
At least he is with Heavenly Father and that he and his companion will be able to finish out their mission on the other side of the veil. Who knows? They might even be able to teach some of my family!.
We all miss you Jace. I am happy for you being able to be with Heavenly Father and that you didn't suffer. I always hear that the good die young and you are the perfect example of a good person.
It has been weird. I hate seeing everyone so upset and confused about it. I am so grateful though for the knowledge that we will all see his smiling face again and to hear him laugh and telling jokes. He was one of the nicest people I have ever met and I feel blessed to have been able to know him. Everyone loves him and every wishes he were still alive.
At least he is with Heavenly Father and that he and his companion will be able to finish out their mission on the other side of the veil. Who knows? They might even be able to teach some of my family!.
We all miss you Jace. I am happy for you being able to be with Heavenly Father and that you didn't suffer. I always hear that the good die young and you are the perfect example of a good person.
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