In one Week

I TURN TWENTY ONE IN ONE WEEK!

I mean it has come up so fast upon me and I simply don't know what to do! I am not as excited as I was, but I think I am a bit in panic mode. I mean...shouldn't my life have a direction by now? Shouldn't I be.....idk.... doing something other than what I have been doing?

Compared to last year though my life is in a better place. I have an amazing family who cares about me, a wonderful boyfriend, and several true friends. I even have a job in this crappy economy. I feel as though life is in a good place, but Idk I feel like I should have accomplished something big by now.